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How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.Winnie the Poo




This memorial website was created to remember our dearest little girl, Bella Belane Pinson, who was born on May 13, 2007 and passed away on March 24, 2014. The brightest flame burns twice as bright and last half the time, this was my Bell. Bell came to live with us at only 5 weeks old, the days, months and years that followed were magical and truly life changing. You loved Kong squeaky balls, food, walks with mommy and daddy, car rides, snuggling,your cry toy, and play fighting with dad. You made your mommy and daddy better people. We instantly fell as madly in love with you as you did us. The soul in your little body I will always believe to be human. You never failed to amaze me with your intelligence. You shared the bed and our pillows with us. My favorite part of the day was feeling you snuggled up tight to me. You drank bottled ice water from a cup. You were never a dog to us, you were our child. We are so thankful God gave us you and the time we had with you.

When we noticed your throat was swollen we took you to the doctor, your least favorite place. When she said it could be infection or lymphoma we didn't know the impact of what was about to happen to your little body and our happy little world. When antibiotics didn't help, a biopsy confirmed the unthinkable. We boiled you organic chicken breasts and brown rice and mixed it in with organic vegetables. The prednisone kept your appetite healthy. No one ever loved to eat more than you! You fought so hard and that impeccable mind and loving spirit never wavered. If only your little body would have faired so well. Eventually, you could no longer breath, swallow food, get comfortable, and you had the urge to use the restroom but all that came out was blood, as the cancer had spread into your gastro intestinal tract. We knew we could not let you suffer and we made the hardest decision we've ever made. Mommy held you as you faded into eternal sleep, it haunts me still. I believe you would have lived in this agony to stay with us, that's how much you loved us. We pray everyday your at peace and forgive us for what we had to do.

Bell, there are no words to express how much we miss you and will love you until our final breath. You were just like mommy, uncoordinated, kind, and silly. All you ever wanted was to be with your mommy and daddy and we felt the same with you my dear. Mommy and Daddy took turns going to the grocery store, that way we wouldn't have to leave you alone, we got take out instead of eating in restaurants, if we couldn't take you we did not do it. We were glad to give up such things to spend more time with you, for you were our sunshine. You went everywhere with us, but to work. Mommy and Daddy flew home daily to get back to our precious little girl, waiting on the landing, as you knew what time we'd be arriving. I still can not believe we have to live without you, it's unbearable.

Our home is soo lonely since you left, the whole house I believe aches for you. I see you in my every action. Our lives were built around you and you have left a void in our hearts that can never be filled. We urn for you, to see that coal lump nose, those eyes that look through our souls, lizard tongue, barrel booty, pink yummy tummy, crooked little legs, cone bottom, fluffy tail, and stamps for paws. We miss every single thing about you. There will never be a day that we do not think of you. We visit your grave in the family cemetery each day, though we know your not there. Your in heaven, I pray at peace and happy waiting for the day we can be together again. We will never stop missing and loving you. We look at your pictures and watch videos of you all of the time and wish and pray you could be here with us. Our whole world has been forever changed by your passing. The weight of your death is something that never leaves us, losing you is the worst thing that has ever happened to us. Thank you Bella Belane Pinson for all the love, kisses, snuggles, joy, and devotion you gave us. You truly were our precious little girl, we love and miss you so very much. We were truly blessed to have had you in our lives. We will hold you again Bell Bops.

Special thanks to Dr. Linda Knowles and her staff, who always went out of their way to help Bell. Thank you for being strong for her even in her last minutes, when all I could do was hold her and cry.


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